astrologically speaking...
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9:27 a.m.my horoscope for my sun sign at yahoo sucked major ass... but i like my rising sign scope:
Your Rising Sign
You could be deciding to reinvent your social life as the Moon inspires insight into relationships. You'll be feeling better about the past and realizing that ex-partners are no longer a part of the equation. You're ready to move forward today to experience new friendships and a potential heady attraction that might just lead to something powerful. It could be a good day for a haircut or a wardrobe fix.
i LOVE IT! i'm finally free of m! i no longer want him. i'm doing great so far. i've finally accepted my love for him and i'm able to move on. the hardest part was dealing with the desperation of being with him. i desperately wanted to be with him so he wouldn't be with anyone else. but i've realized that's not how it works. and thinking of him with other guys isn't painful anymore. so i've been very happy this past week. finally, a burden has been lifted from my shoulders. so i'm definitely ready to move forward. i'm feeling that now more than i ever have. it's a great feeling. it feels really good.
as far as a "potential heady attraction," i'm not too sure about that. it would be nice, but not required. i've been okay with that either. i think because V-Day has passed, i'm also losing my desperation for being with someone. these past couple of months have been hard. i've desperately wanted to have someone for the holidays and the big day of love. but i seemed to survive pretty well without someone. with hardly even a spark of love anywhere. just friendship. lots of great friends that were there for me. i wasn't able to see that. but now i do. but now that those holidays have passed, i haven't been in the mood to "search" for anyone anymore. i feel stronger now. i've been able to close some chapters that have been needing to be closed for a long time. i've accepted my life on how it is as it is. i've been living at home wishing i lived out in long beach. not realizing that all it's doing is ruining the time i have now. i should be happy with what i have. and i am. the winter is almost over. get over it! i'm sick of being depressed. i have friends, and i'm constantly making new ones every day.
last night, i had no money. i wasn't able to go to this club last night to check out this band. and i haven't really been talking to the DJ all week, so i didn't know if he still wanted me to come over tonight for another DJ lesson. so i pretty much had planned on moping, uh i mean relaxing, again in my room all night. so i stayed late to work. only for an hour and a half. but much needed work had to be done. so right after 5, the DJ calls and asks if i was still coming over. that was cool of him. he says that two of his friends were coming too. oh. well, cool. i got there and it was kinda uncomfortable at first. one of the guys was someone who i was talking to online, but we stopped talking for some reason. i had recognized him, but he didn't recognize me. so it was kinda weird cuz they were all lovey dovey all night. but they had brough alcohol and offered me some. so all was good! hehe. it was fun. it was really cool of them to offer me beer. we got to talking and it turned out to be fun. danced a little. it was nice. just to hang out. afterwards when they left, i curled up on the couch trying to sober up and the DJ played for me on his guitar. it was so cool. that guy is just amazingly talented. it was nice to just hear him play and sing, it was comforting. i wanted to fall asleep right there, but i knew i couldn't. his boyfriend opened up a little bit more tonight. it was cool. last week, i felt like he didn't like me. he never talked. but i guess i needed to talk more. the beer helped.
so all in all, i had fun last night. live music, free alcohol, and good people. that's what it's all about! i think next week if we're going to do the same thing, i'm going to bring beer. i wish i knew ahead of time, i could've brought something. the DJ's boyfriend likes chai. i'll bring chai. hehe. he'll like that. it just seems weird to show up empty handed, and they're always offering me something to drink. anyway... that was a tangent i didn't expect to explore.
i'm going to leave with yet another horoscope.
****Don't take any financial matter for granted. You could be overwhelmed or make a bad decision. Enjoy and work with associates. Eliminate pressure, recognizing an element of chaos. You could see a loved one differently because of the words he or she chooses. Tonight: Dance Friday night in.
okay, so i'm suppose to dance away tonight, but not take my financial matters for granted! hmm... can we say free party? we'll see. but dancing sound good tonight. i haven't been in awhile.
later.
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