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3:06 p.m.

so yesterday was interesting. i worked at the warehouse early in the day. which was okay. it was incredibly boring and i'm suppose to go back on monday, but i don't know if i want to. well i know that i don't want to, but i don't know if i'm going to show up or not. i'm seriously considering calling in sick. it's only one day, but i do really need the money.

so i got home at around three, couch-potatoed it til 9 and kinda went out of my mind. i was depressing myself doing nothing. i needed to leave. so i did. i went to the library (the coffeehouse). which was cool. i went in to visit geof. i talked to him for a little bit. and it was cool catching up with him. but, i decided to not do my usually drink coffee and read my book all by my lonesome self. so i went in to club broadway for a lonely beer. i thought it would be nice to go into a bar on a friday night. i mean it is friday, and i really needed to go "out" out. not just drive and get coffee.

so i went in, and to my surprise, there was joy and dara! yay joy! i haven't seen her in like a week and a half since we were on a break from work. so it was cool to see her again and she was kinda drunk from her two drinks! so we hung out and we talked and we exchanged christmas stories. but of course, we couldn't stay there. we had to keep going. dara had to leave early, so we decided to go to the executive suite, which is this lesbian bar/club up the street. supposedly m and his friend summer were suppose to be there. so i'm thinking, i don't wanna see m i don't wanna see m i don't wanna see m. no particular reason. i just didn't. i was having a good time, and i haven't seen him in over a month. i'm FINALLY over him. really this time. i just don't want to go through the motions of:

a: hey

m: hey!

a: how are you?

m: good, how are you?

a: what did you do for christmas?

m: blah blah blah, you?

a: blah blah blah.

m: oh no, (ha ha ha, giggle giggle)

a: yeah, (ha ha ha, giggle giggle)

a and m continue to drink and get disorderly.... and the rest is blah.

well nothing would come of it. i'm just not ready to interact with m at this point. i was having a good time hanging out with just joy, which we hardly ever do. and when m is in the picture, it always turns out to be what he wants to do.

so we get there, and he's not there! which was kind of a bummer after explaining all of the above. cuz i thought about it again and i didn't mind if i saw him. plus, the club was dead. except for like 10 people. and the guy made us pay $5 to get in. which sucked, cuz all we did was pay, walk upstairs, said hi to our friend who was bartending, and walked back down. and they were being such assholes about not giving our money back. we weren't even there for a minute. it was literally 30 seconds. so we went back to our friends, and they hooked us up with drinks and everything was okay. but it was nice. we drank, played pool. and we even danced on the dancefloor, which was totally empty. but we didn't care. they were playing some cool hip hop upstairs, and downstairs there were playing alternative. which is a weird mix for the same venue. but what the hell, we were intoxicated and having fun.

there was like only one cute guy in the place. being that it's a lesbian club, but still. he was kinda cute. so right before we left. i got his number. we're suppose to go bowling tomorrow. he invited me to go with him and his newly adopted daughter. that should be interesting. why not, you know? it should be fun.

alright, well i'm gonna go and do stuff. i don't want to just stay home again today. maybe i'll go watch lord of the rings finally. i'll go by myself in case it's packed, and it's easier to find a decent seat for one. well, we'll see.

until then.

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