life is one crazy sonofabitch
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9:35 a.m.

today's just one of those days. i woke up late this morning, turned on my computer. now i can't get into my email, check my horoscope, and sign on to AIM. i guess that's a good thing, maybe now i'll start doing my work. but the internet just seems out of whack this morning for some reason. maybe it's just the networking here, i don't know. i was just really cranky this morning because i couldn't do my normal internet-junkie type stuff. no big.

yesterday was fun. i did the beer-drinkin-pizza-eatin-superbowl watchin thing. i wasn't going to. i'd just like to re-iterate how poor i am this week. but missa called, and she needed to leave because her dad wanted to have a "sober superbowl sunday." (just like that, in quotes and all.) so she wasn't having it. she offered to buy a pitcher to head off to campus billiards. so we went. drank. and i watched a little bit of the game.

it's kind of funny cuz i know people here who were going for tampa bay and blonde was going for oakland, and he's all the way out in florida. so, sorry man, the raiders sucked major ass yesterday! i'm not a huge football fan, but my brother is. and i'd watch his games all the time, even if it was from the band section of the bleachers. but i was there. and i can enjoy a game if need be. i've just recently gotten into watching baseball with this past world series game. i can't wait to get all into it next season. but with any sport, as a rule with me, i've always preferred playing it or watching a live game. other than that, watching it on television when i could rather be watching something else has never been appealing to me. but that might all change soon. the way i can feel my life is changing, my tastes, my environment, everything is just different. the same may go for my blase taste for sports. we'll see. in due time.

so after we chilled at campus, we decided that a pitcher was not enough. so we went back to missa's house to see if we could find CD's to sell. as much as i would love to trade them on swappingtons.com, the new, cool, easy way to trade CD's/DVD's and BOOKS in an online community, from the brilliant mind who brought you diaryland-- i prefered the cash in my hands so i could buy beer and other fun things. but i do intend on partaking in the wonderful world of swappingtons in the very near future. (notice how i plugged that in twice! if you happen to sign up, say prophecyboy referred you!)

okay, back to the action- so being the poor individuals that we are, we grubbed down on some pizza and shrimp coctails that missa's parents had just for us at their house and we raced over to the wherehouse to sell our CD's. i didn't get much, because all my CD's sucked and they no longer accept titles like mariah carey's daydream anymore. damn. i guess i'm stuck with it. oh well...maybe i can swap them on swappingtons (three times!).

so we drove back, picked up a couple of forties (can we say ghet-TO) and just hung out in her room. we saw "Gia," angelina jolie's first movie. i thought it was cool, but the jazzy "big easy" music they were playing just kinda sucked. i later found out it was a made-for-HBO movie. ah. figures. but bad music aside, it was a good flick. kind of a buzzkill, i wasn't really able to pay attention. missa's mom gave us some activity cards to color in for the school she works for. so here we are drinkin forties in missa's room, watching a movie based on drugs and models and sex, coloring in children's flash cards with crayola markers. i thought it was a humorous situation.

we finished the night off at cliff's hideaway, this seedy hole-in-the wall bar across town. nevertheless, i had fun, met some crazy old people. lost in pool horribly. but all in all, it was good to hang out with missa again.

i need a boyfriend bad. or at least someone i can have sex with on a regular basis. all this "finding myself" crap is getting old. i think i'm getting close to figuring it out. or maybe i'll never figure it out. maybe that's the point. once you figure yourself out, something steps in and fucks everything up. you're once again changed, and have to find yourself again.

oh well.

no big.

life is one crazy muthafucka.

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