hot tubs and late night movies
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1:46 a.m.

okay so here's what happened tonight. i was suppose to go hang out with urban, but he didn't show up online until like an hour and a half after he said he would. but oh well. and when i asked him if we still were gonna hang out, he said, "i'm pretty sure, but i need to take a nap first." which is cool. cuz i know he had to work, and he said last night that he was going to take a nap before we hang out, but "i'm pretty sure." what does that suppose to mean? so i figure he's uncertain about meeting up.

oh well. no big. he didn't show up online after that, and i don't have a voicemail from him or an email regarding anything about tonight. so what is one to do? hook up with a cute guy from a chatroom. so i did.

this guy instant messaged me, he said he wasn't doing anything. i wasn't either. so i went over there. i went out to hollywood to "hang out" with this guy. it was cool. he's pretty cute, a little heavier than i thought, but it wasn't flab or anything. i just imagined him to be a little skinnier. but he was still pretty hot. and this is where it got interesting. he invited me to "relax" in his hot tub. i was a little uncomfortable about the idea. i'm still not okay with my body, so i thought that if he saw me naked beforehand, he wouldn't want to do anything. i know, weird and insecure. i shouldn't be thinking these things. but i had a good time. the hot tub was incredibly relaxing, being that i was still sore from working out these past two days.

so i did it in a hot tub! haha. i've never done that before. it was a nice experience. no regrets. it was fun. what a way to end this year. i don't think the guy was all into me enough to want to see me again. but, the feeling was mutual, so it's not a bad thing at all. afterwards, there was that awkward silence that denotes the appropriate time to leave. so i did.

i got home and i turned on the t.v. to watch angel. but it wasn't on. instead, it was that special for lord of the rings. so i watched it, and of course i got me to want to see the movie right after. so i went and saw it. i just got back. it was amazing. i think i'm officially a fan now. i really need to read the books. i think i wanna pick up the third one just to find out what happens. but i know i should read the first two beforehand. and now i was told by carina that i should read the hobbit because it's really good. so ugh, i don't know what to do about that right now.

but i really don't want to work in the warehouse tomorrow. i think every entry since i worked on friday has a similar statement. so, ::cough cough:: i think i'm not feeling very well. i may have to "oversleep" and call in sick tomorrow. i really don't want to go in. and if i do, i'm afraid i'm going to be even less motivated to get anything done than i was on friday. and that may not be very helpful. i hope more people show up tomorrow, i'd feel really bad if my absence effects their job. but from what i got from them, was that everything their doing right now isn't really time sensitive or anything, they're just trying to clean up a little extra work they put off. it's really kick back and lax, so i hope they won't mind me not showing up. keep your fingers crossed for me!

i'm off to bed...

until then.

oh yeah, things i have to do tomorrow:

1. work out

2. call in sick

3. get rosie to come up here early to check out the long beach museum of art for her wedding. (thanks to christalle for suggesting the place, i would've never thought of it)

4. call cingular about my phone bill (i'm dying without my cell phone, i hope i can get it back next month)

5. finally figure out what the bloody hell we're gonna do for new year's... i can't get a hold of anyone about going to "together as one" (a rave in l.a.)

6. check out lbcc, i hope i can register for next semester tomorrow, i'd like to get it done before the new year.

okay good night!

((hey it's 2am and i'm not drunk! wow.))

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