letter for jesse
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1:50 p.m.
okay, so my ex-boyfriend just sent me this just now.
it saddens me
i miss him a lot
i think about the good times we had
when the times were good
we can't be together
it's too late for that
too much has changed
so much has happened
i loved him
i still love him
and i know he loves me
but it can't be
not now
i don't know for how long
if ever
i still love you and i always will
nothing will ever change that
and i miss you, too
i always will
you're my first love, my first real love
you taught me what passion and true love really meant
and i will always love you for it
but you also showed me how much of myself i could lose in someone i really cared for
you also showed me how much pain one can really feel when you care for someone
and i also know that i have to love myself before i can share love with that someone, you
i love you, baby
but i have to move on
for my sake and yours
yet i will always go on missing you
and loving you
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