i want jimmy - simply put
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11:06 a.m.

i'm fucking dumber than hair. i called him just now. like a fucking dumb peice of hair. i can't help it! i can't stop thinking about him. goddamn it.

i just called him to say hi and pretty much see if he was free tomorrow night to watch a movie or something. but he's not. and that sucks, cuz i really want to see him again. but i'm not gonna get obsessive. oh no. i am not. but he does want to get together next weekend to head out to LA again. that's cool, right? i don't know if it means if i should call him during the week at all. or should i just wait and see if he calls me? because i guess now we have semi-plans to hang out again on the weekend, but does that mean i should just wait til later in the week to give him a call? a whole week without talking to him!? that's torture!

no...will not get obsessive. i'm going to treat this like a possible new friendship and not a possible relationship. although i really really want it to be. but i'm not going to handle it like that. i'm gonna have to slow down. take my time. i shouldn't have called him. uggh. but i guess it's cool that i did.

i should've walked him to his door last night and kissed him. damn.

no regrets.

things went how it was suppose to go. if it is meant to be, it will be. i just gotta stay focused and go on with life how i've always been.

but he's just so cool, i don't want to wait too long. HELP!! ahhhh.... torture!!

::breath::

okay, i'm fine. back to reality -- oops there goes gravity.

i'm fine.

okay. back to work.

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