masochistic tendencies of the heart
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10:41 a.m.

i don't know if i wanna go through it all again.

does he like me? does he like someone else? am i doing something wrong? will i do something wrong? what's he doing right now? why doesn't he call me? is he really busy or does he not wanna hang out with?

fucking insecurities. fuck them all. that's why i have called him two days in a row. fuck me.

i hate this bullshit. i hate dating. i hate being alone. but i don't wanna go through all that shit again. i'm sick of it. i don't want another m game. i don't want it.




but then again, i do.

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