motivate me
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8:06 a.m.do i not have enough motivation to go around? what's up with that?
i concentrate on one thing and everything else goes to hades! i'm really amped about burning man, but there's so much that needs to be done. i really want to be involved and help out and contribute and all that, but it seems like i'm constantly checking my email for posts and replying. getting everything squared away for san francisco this weekend, which by the way, isn't going to be much of a trip. i'm only going to have saturday to work on the thing i'm going out there for. and then sunday is devoted to other projects in the camp. fuck. i hope it's worth the trip out there. i know it's going to be fun regardless, but what good is the fun if i don't get anything done?
so, i've been focusing all my attention on this, but i've seriously been lacking in the work department. sure, the phones are busy and it's increasingly difficult to accomplish my side projects, but i've come in early lots of times and i haven't done shit. i've just been on the internet reading emails and catching up on last nights diary entries. now, i'm pressured once again to get these sales logs out and it's all my fault. i've tried to work on these, but it would last five minutes, and i'd check my email. i'm prone to distraction. and it's bad. i've always had this habit of choosing the more fun and exciting projects over the ones that should have priority. big shock, huh? who'd a thunk?
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