rules of attraction pt. 2
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3:25 p.m.so i have a date with jungleist on saturday. he's this kid i met online just now. he seems pretty cool. we're gonna check out this record store in LA. he spins jungle and drum & bass. i guess i have a thing for DJ's. what's up with that? i just think it's totally sexy.
maybe that's why i wanna be one. if i can be a DJ, maybe i'll be sexier than how i really am. increase in the cool factor.
i guess attraction for me has a lot to do with aspects that i'd like to see in myself. for jesse, it was that he was a rockstar. a musician. that totally hooked me in. for m, it was that he was outgoing and everyone loved him. i so wished that for myself. for fuckbuddy, it was his sense of romance. he really knew how to sweep me off my feet. i find myself trying to aquire all those aspects and incorporate them into myself. in hopes of being a better person.
it's harder than i thought.
but, tonight! tonight, is my first lesson with the DJ. i can't wait! i'm finally gonna be a fly disc jockey! >:P sweet!
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