sorry so sorry
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7:48 a.m.so last night, me and my friend, carina, went to the block. we were in the parking lot and we just got there. i took a drink from my water bottle and was like,
"oh, sorry."
for some reason, i felt like i should apologize for having her wait for me while i quench my momentary thirst. and then she says,
"it's okay, you're allowed to drink water."
and it occurred to me that, yes, i am allowed to drink water whenever i want, however long i want, and i don't need to apologize.
but that's not really what i realized.
i tend to apologize...alot.
why? i don't know.
but sometimes i apologize so much for really miniscule things that i end up feeling like one of those japanese tourists who had just arrived in america, who say "sorry, sorry, so sorry" while backing away and bowing. well, that's a little stereotypical...sorry.
oops.
there i go again.
well i guess it's just because i feel this great need to apologize for everything i do, so i can be forgiven for everything wrong i've ever done in my life. but i need to get over it. and stop apologizing. so much. or just not as much. but only for the things that really deserve an apology.
well, nevermind.
sorry.
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