learn to detach
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8:39 a.m.

my horoscope for today:

*****Cancer: Learn to detach* rather than get involved in an unanticipated happening. Schedule a meeting or make plans that could take you in a new direction. Seek out experts, whether planning a trip** or discussing a business option. The more you know, the better the choice. Tonight: Take off ASAP.

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*this morning, right before i read this, i had just taken off this guy's name on my buddy list. this guy was someone in my life that i had feelings for, and seeing him sign on and off is heartbreaking. i don't know why. it just is. he has a boyfriend now and there's pretty much no way we could ever get together again. it just sucks, because i see his screename and i am reminded of what we could've had. he was one of the two guys that i thought had liked me, but in actuality nothing took place. i thought it was interesting to read that this morning at that moment. i'm always trying to learn how to detach. and sometimes simple actions like removing someone from my buddy list helps me to actualize that for me.

**can't wait for frisco! it's comin up in 20 days! that's right, after 20 days, we will be on our way to the land that never was! or is! or could be! (i don't really know what i mean by that, i just thought it sounded cool, interpret that how you will.) but it's good advice. i am going to seek out experts for this! i still don't know what's the best road to take up there. i want to know if there are any good stops along the way. where should we stop for gas? when should we stop for gas? what should we do when we get there? how can we maximize the potential of this short trip? what are the things that are a "must-do" for an SF new-comer? so much to do, so much to find out! i'm excited as fuck!

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