the joy of brunch
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10:12 p.m.long day today. brunch at noon for joy's birthday, but had gotten up early so i wouldn't be late. too early. asha and allie came by and that was cool. got to see m for the first time in a long time. everyone seemed to have fun. i felt a little out of place for a little bit, but it's nice to know that i still have friends in that circle. at first it felt like i was smiling so much to hide my uncomfort, that my face hurt. but i was having fun.
i was really looking forward to spending the afternoon with joe. he told me to call him after we were done with brunch. so i did. but his answering machine wasn't on. so i would call and it would ring forever. i went home a little early in hopes of going over to his house, but i haven't been able to get in touch with him all day. now i'm kind of upset. i shouldn't have to feel this way about anyone. this is dumb. i'm over it. it was nice to feel again. but it's not worth it if i'm going to be pining over anyone.
in other news, m and the gang have joined friendster. this is what m has to say about me. and so for anyone on friendster, the identity of m will be revealed. any of you who aren't...won't know. so what? it's over with him. what he said is really cool, and being around him today was much easier. i can honestly say that i have no romantic feelings for him anymore.
"This is an amazing guy. Talented to no end whether writing, playing his geetar, or whatever he puts his mind to. We have had a roller coaster ride of a love/hate relationship but by now, I hope we can forget about the BS and be cool. Your a dope kat and dont forget it. I will never forget the time we were leaving the club with Phi and Marty. Running down the street, hurling ourselves onto hedges. Best of times. Latah One Legged Peg"
anyway, i'm gonna go to bed. sulk a little. and i'll feel better in the morning. my mind will be clearer, and maybe i can do away with these nonsense feelings of romance and crap. sometimes, i wish i was numb. you'd think i would have learned my lesson by now.
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