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9:25 a.m.i had a very interesting time last night. i've also remembered why i shouldn't go drinking on a school night. this morning, i woke up late and i missed an hour of my first class. bugger. oh well. i came in just in time to jot the notes on the board and in five minutes, she let us out. i don't think i missed too much, except for the credit of being there. i was so sure i was going to have perfect attendence in that class at least. but this isn't high school, i shouldn't really bother myself with that. although i know in some of my classes that attendence is part of the grade. i don't think missing one class is going to kill me.
last night, i felt good. i felt attractive. i felt intelligent. i also felt very very drunk. i was meeting people left and right. i held engaging conversations on various subjects from coming out to your parents to relationships with younger guys. i talked to a variety of cute boys (or men, i should say). i had forgotten this feeling. ever since i had my unsafe encounter, i had been on this social downward spiral. not wanting to connect. not wanting to meet anyone. i just wanted to feel numb and alone. i wanted to not care. now, i'm back and better than ever. aside from feeling a bit hungover, the events of last night left me feeling warm and good. and i didn't hook up with anyone. in due time. in due time.
more on this later, and pictures to come. i have class now.
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