rumors of the prophecy
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10:06 a.m.i'm exhausted. i went out on friday night, didn't get home til 4am, didn't fall asleep til 6. woke up at 11, only to go and work the party for nevaeh's first birthday party and dedication. a lot of people came and it was a lot of work to set up and clean up. but it was so much fun. we went out that night, and i was so tired that i came home around midnight. i slept pretty much all day yesterday and the times i were awake, i layed in bed and watched tv. i didn't do anything. at all. which is probably why i'm so exhausted today. i feel like yesterday was a waste. complete non-productivity. i didn't even step outside to smoke all day. so i was a bit cranky.
friday was fun. i ended up going out with missa to o'sushi. everyone else backed out. but we met up with a couple friends and had a good time. and the party on saturday was fun. it was kind of a wake up to realize that we're going to be nevaeh's godparents for life. we were recognized in front of her entire family and plethora of friends and congregation. the four godparents (me, missa, lindy, and christalle) pretty much ran the whole thing while jade and tine played host and hostess. it was great. running around and making sure everything was going okay. i liked doing all that stuff. i liked helping out in running the show. by the end of the evening when everything was all cleaned up, we were all just exhausted. it was like the four of us became a little bit closer.
the motto for that day was, "for life, not just for today, for life." the pastor kept reiterating that to us, as the godparents, family, and sponsors stood up there for the dedication. through all the cleaning, we kept reminding each other that we were in this "for life."
yesterday's non-productivity consisted of:
-laying in bed
-not showering
-watching "sugar and spice"
-watching "the lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring"
-watching "waking life"
-watching "futurama"
-watching "king of the hill"
-watching "charmed"
-watching the premiere of "black sash" (which i actually kind of like)
-watching "queer as folk"
-and eating the entire leftover tray i brought home from the party before.
so indefinitely, i'm going to the gym today. tomorrow. and every day after. i'm sick of being lazy. i need more energy. i need to be active again.
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there's no buddhist wisdom for today. apparently, they haven't sent me a daily email all weekend. hmm. i wonder why.
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very SPECIAL thanks goes to the 29th for sending me FOUR, countem FOUR, CD's in response to operation: burning disc. i've only listened to three so far. but they're great. so thank you! for a complete track list, check back here.
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two things i'm grateful for:
1. the 29th
2. sundays
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