this is uncanny
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12:03 p.m.this is taken from fergie's diary. this is what i would suspect m would say if he really did care about our situation. or what i would have hoped he had done, cuz it would have shown that he really did care. oh well... but this would happen a lot... he'd get drunk and make out with people almost everytime we went out as friends after. and it hurt.
i don't know why i'm bringing this back up. i guess because i saw him last night for the first time in awhile. and he and a friend met up with me at broadway, but i guess m brought a date. and that hurt, too. but i was pretty drunk, so i didn't care. he didn't even introduce me. he introduced himself. it's okay, the guy was a flamin lil homo. so i don't care. if that's m's type now, then i'm glad we're not hangin out anymore. okay i don't mean that... my emotions have been running wild this morning, from sad to angry, back to sad, and to angry and annoyed, and to depression, and back to anger...
but we'll get back to the excerpt. i just found this guy's diary, and this was on there. apparently he answers questions that people post in his guestbook, or sends him via email. this sounds like it could have been written by m. but, for obvious reasons, wasn't.
i really like to make out with people, and when i'm drunk i tend to not care what people are thinking and do just that. its okay with me. and it tends to work out just fine and be okay with the people i make out with. however, one of my friends is in love with me. before i had a chance to talk to said person and tell them it wouldn't work out, he and a few friends came to a party with me, at which i made out with some dude in a closet. it was a good party and i had a lot of fun. me and the friend who liked me talked the next morning. and he said hes okay with it all but he just seems really depressed now. do you have any advice for me about this situation and my making out with people. because kissing is really my favorite thing to do. thanks buddy.
OK... well, getting drunk and making out with people is fun and good. Doing it front of people that you know have feelings for you is not cool. If the making-out thing is what you want to do right now, be honest with yourself and those around you and don�t commit or get feelings involved. People can take rejection, but not when it�s done without any compassion or consideration for them.
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