uncomfortable
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11:21 a.m.my side hurts
my body aches
phones ringing incessantly
i don't know if i can do this anymore
maybe i'm just tired
maybe i'm just lazy
maybe i'm just lost
i can't find a way
i'm trying
i'm trying to be nice
i'm trying to be motivated
i'm trying to be accomplished
i'm trying to tolerate
i need to get things done
i need to wake up
i need to take better care of myself
not just my body
not just my mind
where is everyone?
why is it so dark?
i feel suffocated
i can't breathe
i can't relax
i can't decide
i don't know what i want
i can't see clearly
i can't pay attention
i can't remember
i feel stuck
i feel lost
i feel unmotivated
i feel ungrateful
i feel unloving
i feel guilty
i feel horrible
i feel like a disappointment
i am afraid
i feel uncomfortable.
i am not depressed. i am not depressed. i am not depressed.
maybe crying will make me feel better.
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