nocturnal
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11:37 a.m.first off, i'm an idiot. i'm an idiot for oversleeping yesterday and an idiot for getting sick last week. bah. oh well. see, i went to oakland today to apply for a FedEx position. but they only allow you to apply during set application sessions, which i thought through the recording was EVERY tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. but, apparently they have scheduled application sessions. which, make sense.
so, today's wasn't a scheduled session. last week's wednesday was. so i absolutely HAVE to go tomorrow night. it is my last chance to apply this month. but at least i know where i'm going. i know how to get there. i won't get lost like last week. i totally went the wrong direction last week, and i was sick and i didn't want to walk any further. but enough making excuses. it's time to crack the whip and get this job thing going.
the good news is that my dad called, we got into a discussion about me not having a job and if i needed money. so he sent me some more. but this doesn't mean i can rely on him for money. he did help me cover for this month's and next month's rent. i seriously need to avoid any more spending until i know i'm at least working somewhere. just until the fedEx job kicks in. (assuming i'll get it.)
and the hours for that job, they're so off! i was glancing at the shifts, and there's one "normal" looking shift. tuesdays through saturdays, 7:30am to 2:00pm. everything else are night shifts and early morning shifts like 2am to 7 or something. yikes. i wonder how my life's gonna change when i switch to those. i'll be asleep all day and out all night. which, isn't really a bad thing i guess. i can be nocturnal. i was once before... but that was with the help of drugs and crazy dance music.
ah yes. everything seems to be getting better. the skies are getting clearer with an occasional shower of doubt and worrying. but all in all. i feel good about what's to come. i feel the good things happening. everything will be alright. i'm going through changes and they're all good for me.
i don't feel so alone anymore. the city is my companion. it's an amazing, wonderful, ecclectic friend. i just need to take care of my shit and make sure everything is in order, than i can party with the city. but party times will come when they come, and i'll be ready for them.
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